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every time I cough I start dry heaving which is very annoying because I’m coughing a lot today!!!!

This is the most powerful thing I’ve ever read about Dissociation. My god, yes. Thank you.

(via the-healing-nest)

(via clinicallydepressedpug)

Dissociation is numbness and nothingness; it is a feeling of being lost; it is floating on a cloud that threatens to suffocate; it is automatic speech and action without awareness or control; it is looking at the world and blinking to try to remove the blurry fog; it is hearing and seeing the immediate world and simultaneously feeling very far away; it is raw fear; it is unfamiliarity in familiar places; it is possession; it is being haunted everyday by unknown monsters that can be felt but not seen (at least not by others); it is looking in the mirror and not knowing who is looking back; it is fantasy and imagination; and, above all else, it is survival. Dissociation is all of these things and none of them at once.


Getting bad again for no reason after you’ve been so happy for a long time is literally one of the worst feelings ever

(via the-kitten-princess)